Tuesday, August 25, 2009

You're GAME OVER

Well well well, I've just finished up our conversation....oooppsss~~~ I end this up???!!!
Hell no!!!
We never step forward to improve our relationship after since you end up our relationship last time with the reason "not enough time"~~God pls, I can't feel your passion at all and even mine!!
I think you would never expected I could be so cold-blooded that sudden huh... hmm...
Simply because I wanna play more to reach my satisfaction before you reach yours...

Since you always wear your mask when you WERE together with me, I might as well hide my real personality too...dude..~
Since you created this game, let's play!

Who cares about the love.... You don't even take it seriously why should I do neither?
Really a big age gap between us huh...Your point of view really doesn't same as mine~!

Mummmyyyy.....oh sweetheart, calling that freaking sweeeeet to me huh...
AWWW man~~ Do you think I always be that kind on doing what you request for?
Hey, I need to have fun tho but it's not come from yours~ because I'm bored enough~~ *YAWN*

Who are u ?
A pass-by-ex-"lover"..
now, it's GAME OVER~
Thanks for giving me such a good moment.. You grow me up man~!!!
Thanks "daddy"~!!!



Be smart~

Sunday, August 23, 2009

City Bayview Performance

hmmm...I seldom post my dancing life in my bloggie actually because it's a daily routine...
But this time it could be a little bit different..

In this article, there have no party, no pretty dress, no high heels and blah blah blah...

nah~~~ no craping here...just straight to the point...


Fresh Beat Academy

Terrence, nice post!


Vera & Maggie


RED & WHITE


Awwwww!!!!! Here's the "famous" celebrities!!


The muscle man and the little ladies~~!!

Tall VS. Short
Life goes on and luckily, I found myself with them...No pressure but only laughters exist...
I love being with all of you..


Friday, August 21, 2009

The fact of Guys & Girls in the city





Guys:
9 out of 10 guys are the same...They like to find girls when they're bored, when they're lonely, when they need girls....
I'll never say those girls who willing to accompany you guys are STUPID, but unfortunately, what I would say is...Girls need guys to have fun too!!~
~Don't forget, the fact is always ugly! ~
Guys always thought that they're the animal who can control girl's smartness, but indirectly, guys' stupidness might more than girls' tho~! As everyone can see, guys like to have affairs with another girl even if they have their loyal beloved one,but... advise to those guys who have fun at outside, don't treat girls as just only your toy, they even smarter than you
Do you thought girls will only willing to do anything that you asked for without any benefit?!
Don't be naive anymore~LOL..
Guys will never expected girls are actually treaten boys as their toys too...
"Guy want to have fun, doesn't mean girl will never play a fool on you!"


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Girls:
9 out of 10 girls are the same...They always live in sweet talks from guys... Girls always thought guys give sweet talks to them is because they're pretty or they're being loved...
However, sorry to tell that,
Guys are actually want to taste on girls and will be back when only they miss the enjoyable flirting moment... Or maaayyyybe that girl is just look too fuckable~~
Girls like to control their man and make sure that they're home punctually,
do you think they'll never have an affairs with other girls outsite when you restrict them?!
Don't be naive anymore~ LOL
Girls will never expected their action in controlling their man will indirectly make the thing worse off!!
Besides,
Girls only hope boys to be sincere to them, but girls like to flirt with other guys in fact~
Because girls' natural preferable is listening to the sweet talks...
So
"don't expect your man to be a loyal boyfriend to you, if you don't even give a fuck to him but to others!"

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Guys and girls in the city,
combine together to achieve what they want,
It's not actually love exist, but it's actually a deal,
guys wish to have what they want, and girls neither!!
She wants him to be like that, he wants her to be like this...
Isn't that a deal?
A deal with full of excitement, which can reach both wants...
No doubt...Here's the realist world...
Don't blame on any one of the party that they don't give sincerity to you, somehow, is you yourself who don't do your responsibility...

Guys, don't think girls as a stupid;
Girls, don't think guys are the bad one...

Because, sometimes both of these gender's has unconditionally exchange but they just didn't noticed that...
Which means....

"Guys is actually the stupid when they thought they're smarter than girls, and girls is absolute the bad biatch when they thought they're pretty good compare with guys!!"


So, don't blame anyone, because both guys and girls are actually the same species~
Since the natural human being is----> SELFISH & EGOISTIC






P/S:(Article above is based on my own opinion without pointing specific person...)

Friday, August 7, 2009

Learn to say "NO"

"People tend to do something that they think it is just alright, but it's actually wrong and definitely, they themselves know about their fault..." Yes, I know about it...

Things around, always remind me " you should stop all of this, you don't deserve these kind of conditions..." Yea...I know...I should deserve better instead of doing such "temporary have fun" things and get nothing at all..Listen up, it's nothing benefit me at all~!

Unfortunately, I don't know how to keep it back anymore...My playfulness has betrayed me until I can't find a way to stop it...I consciously know, we couldn't turn all of this back...Lies, insincere are always out there between us...
"I enjoyed the so-called "wrong" moment, yet feel bad on my enjoyable..."
How sad it is on being such a person like me!! Isn't that funny huh??!!

Everytime I tell myself, don't do the same wrongdoings again, eventhough it doesn't hurt me, it might be in someday. I myself don't even know why I am doing these...Imagine the worst thing happen to me if I still never learn how to say "NO", I clearly understand how life will be going on to me...

I can live alone without anyone no matter how bad the condition is, I really did before and now, I'm living so too...But, "my strength on being a good person seems to be faded away..."Should say, I've chosen to be the bad one...
I broke my promise, and still standing at the same point, never step forward, never learn how to say "NO" to the wrongdoings...

These can be the lonely days, and it's hard to know who's on my side most of the time...Friends around me are always so supportive, but sometimes it just couldn't be satisfied...
Because I never learn how to say "NO" to the incoming fun wrongdoings.

Is there anybody else to make a change for me? Hopefully, there has a place for me to be a good one, to have a stable life, to live and share happiness with someone I love... The one I love, is still staying far far away from me...And since I step in my current life, I do everything just to achieve my dreams, and so, I forget to see those people around me...I'm just blind on seeing people around me because in my eyes, there has only money, life styles, success exist...
"Yes, the realistic of me still never been changed and it seems getting worst until I don't know how to say 'NO' to them..."

Enjoy my wrongdoings, so I only get the wrong thing...
Since when I can learn how to say "NO" to the wrongdoings, to get a good thing I've ever dream for?? Since when....

Saturday, August 1, 2009

Home Alone

Mummy and Daddy are having a date at Genting and so, the little poor girl has to stay alone in home....YAWN~ I want party~!!!!!T.T..

I'm bored here but there have actually a lot of assignments are waiting on me~! LOLxx.... hmmmm...That' s why, I try to control myself very well to prevent not to go any event or party tonight~! Yes~!! GOING OUT IS PROHIBITED!!! aaarrrhhhhggggg~~ HELP~!!!!!



I gotta do my web page design assignments and my business communication presentation which can simply choose any title that we like~...WHOOOHOOO...By the way, I'm wondering what interesting and suitable title should I choose to get the attention from my lecturer??? hmmmm...Any idea??



I've got lot of thing to do in my wish list currently...but they seem couldn't be complete yet..it's all about financial problem should say... gosshhh~~!!!!

1stly, I gotta dye my hair!

2nd, I want new dress since I've been a while never restock my closet...

3rd, give me more time so that I can go my facial treatment!!!

4th, choreograph a new dance for DISASTER.

5th, cool high heel searching is on da way!!!

and blah blah blah~



What else? This coming Monday I might have an interview to get a part time promoter job... Honestly, it is not an emergency job needed for me, but it's just....FOR FUN!! haha..

Maybe it's a good chance for me to know same hot guy? XD haha...sounds so biatch huh!~

Anyway, it's better for me to earn extra income so that I can buy extra dress to satisfy my fulfillment~!! HIAK HIAK!! And of course, know some hot guys!!! hahahahaha...


Hey~Say cheers to my assignments~!! XD