当事情变得有点僵硬，加上格性火爆的我，引起了我们之间的纠纷，在你心里，你只看见问题的出现在于谁对谁错。。。而对我而言，情侣之间的纠纷是因为我们其中一方不喜欢这样的我们，而自己希望我们可以是那样的。。。
结果，就会在争吵的时候，一直的狡辩，其实只希望最终要表达的还是讲出自己将来希望的我们。。。
若你非要注重对与错的看法而解说，
那我想说，爱上我，是一个错误。。。
Showing posts with label love. Show all posts
Showing posts with label love. Show all posts
Tuesday, May 17, 2011
Saturday, February 26, 2011
Love with long distance
"Holding on my love...Making me feel comfortable..
Finally, my thoughts weren't entirely intact..."
Finally, my thoughts weren't entirely intact..."
How does "love" works when your beloved one is staying far far away from you?
Somehow, people jump into the conclusion saying that the low possibilities of maintaining a long-distance relationship..Probably, ends up with a broken heart..
I wonder if the break up really related to the "long-distance"...
I'm not so sure tho, maybe there still contain some little tiny problems between them which accumulated day by day that caused the break up...Don't blame on long-distance~
Tuesday, January 11, 2011
Plenty Thoughts!
"A drama reflect my thinking, a flirting alert my changing..."
I just finished watching a Hong Kong Drama < 女人最痛〉.. It was a realist movie, and after watching it, I've plenty of thoughts in my mind... It's really express something from mine, I was thinking will I be like just in the drama... I haven't work in a society yet, but I couldn't make sure what I will be after that... It really brings me to think of the issues of personality and attitude... Being selfish, being realistic.. Is success need sacrifice?!
I just finished watching a Hong Kong Drama < 女人最痛〉.. It was a realist movie, and after watching it, I've plenty of thoughts in my mind... It's really express something from mine, I was thinking will I be like just in the drama... I haven't work in a society yet, but I couldn't make sure what I will be after that... It really brings me to think of the issues of personality and attitude... Being selfish, being realistic.. Is success need sacrifice?!
Sunday, October 3, 2010
Your own way...
Instead of finding the way to have a happy life, I always keep positive mind on staying happily...
I never find hard to know how would our relationship be because I believe that our determination will never lie...
I have a simple happy life, because I hold tight on believing in my expectation, my expectation bring up a meaningful life to me, that's why I love my life.....An expectation wouldn't be made up by one person, but with another one who willing to build this up together with you...
I found a person who give me my expectation...And also who might break my expectation and turn into disappointment...
"Hold your own, know your name, and go your own way...And everything will be fine...."
I listen to the music, telling me that everything will be fine when you've your own way to go...
Even if we always need to prepare the so-called "plan B" once your "plan A" couldn't be worked...I understand there will have some issues that might block our way....But, I never think of our "Plan B" because this is NOT a business...It is our relationship...It's ours...
Once you don't believe in your own expectation, that's become a disappointment...
You're the one who decide your destiny...
You and me are the one who decide our destiny...
Once you never believe in yourself, I will also lost my trust on our destiny...
I remain silence because I don't even want to think a bare possibility...
I never find hard to know how would our relationship be because I believe that our determination will never lie...
I have a simple happy life, because I hold tight on believing in my expectation, my expectation bring up a meaningful life to me, that's why I love my life.....An expectation wouldn't be made up by one person, but with another one who willing to build this up together with you...
I found a person who give me my expectation...And also who might break my expectation and turn into disappointment...
"Hold your own, know your name, and go your own way...And everything will be fine...."
I listen to the music, telling me that everything will be fine when you've your own way to go...
Even if we always need to prepare the so-called "plan B" once your "plan A" couldn't be worked...I understand there will have some issues that might block our way....But, I never think of our "Plan B" because this is NOT a business...It is our relationship...It's ours...
Once you don't believe in your own expectation, that's become a disappointment...
You're the one who decide your destiny...
You and me are the one who decide our destiny...
Once you never believe in yourself, I will also lost my trust on our destiny...
I remain silence because I don't even want to think a bare possibility...
You're the one who decide yes or no
Friday, September 24, 2010
He miss me, and so do I
It's 5AM, 24th of September in Malaysia's time...
He probably has walked inside a sweet dream...
I suddenly feel a motivation that push me to read his mind, and I did...
When I read every single word, my tears drop easily...
"Dear", that I love to call usually, this little single word has always melt my heart when I call it out.. I love to call you as my Dear, because you're the only one who has this privilege to be...
There's a moment I shed my tears on reading your mind, when I know you have million thoughts on me, and so do I...Especially when you listed out the moments when we were together, I....realizes every moments that we'd been together, it's so much fun and memorable, and it deserves to be remembered and appreciated...
When we went to cinema together,
when I ordered a bunch of food to taste, and finally you were the one who need to eat all of it...
when I help you to pop out your blackheads or pimples...
when I say which shoes or pants that you need to match with...
I hope I can do it all these again for thousands time or even million times...
I believe I can surely do these to you again and you will probably waiting for the moments although it is just a simple action...
During the period that both of us without each other, I realized that the love from me to you has increasing day by day...I'm sure you're the one who ever walk into my heart, whoever makes me so crazy in love to you...
During the moment when we're not besides to each other, I'm happy to hear from you that you're enjoying this current moments that you've someone for you to think of....And, there have someone is missing on you at the same time...You and me are not struggling on separating, in contrast, we're enjoying this to fill up better memories for the next moment, to brighten up the moment when we met, and when the moment we'll hand-in-hand again...
You will be my Dear forever who is irreplaceable...
And I believe, I will never leave you again..^^
He probably has walked inside a sweet dream...
I suddenly feel a motivation that push me to read his mind, and I did...
When I read every single word, my tears drop easily...
"Dear", that I love to call usually, this little single word has always melt my heart when I call it out.. I love to call you as my Dear, because you're the only one who has this privilege to be...
There's a moment I shed my tears on reading your mind, when I know you have million thoughts on me, and so do I...Especially when you listed out the moments when we were together, I....realizes every moments that we'd been together, it's so much fun and memorable, and it deserves to be remembered and appreciated...
When we went to cinema together,
when I ordered a bunch of food to taste, and finally you were the one who need to eat all of it...
when I help you to pop out your blackheads or pimples...
when I say which shoes or pants that you need to match with...
I hope I can do it all these again for thousands time or even million times...
I believe I can surely do these to you again and you will probably waiting for the moments although it is just a simple action...
During the period that both of us without each other, I realized that the love from me to you has increasing day by day...I'm sure you're the one who ever walk into my heart, whoever makes me so crazy in love to you...
During the moment when we're not besides to each other, I'm happy to hear from you that you're enjoying this current moments that you've someone for you to think of....And, there have someone is missing on you at the same time...You and me are not struggling on separating, in contrast, we're enjoying this to fill up better memories for the next moment, to brighten up the moment when we met, and when the moment we'll hand-in-hand again...
You will be my Dear forever who is irreplaceable...
And I believe, I will never leave you again..^^
"我真的好想你！没人陪我看戏
没人跟我按黑头`
回来后别想再离开我
不会再让你离开我！
DEAR想你！" quoted..
There have nothing to describe besides LOVE
Sunday, June 13, 2010
Love and Marriage
Someday I'd dreamed, how would the life change after a marriage? Instead of the responsibility, is there anything else that can make a lovely couple to have a maximum changes?
I never thought marriage is a must or a real thing that prove to love, I mean, for me, marriage is just a procedure that everyone will wish to experience once when they reach a certain age, especially girls... I used to think marriage is just for those who wants kids, who wants a family...I even used to think that marriage is just something that God creates to make people feel enrich in their rest of life, and also teach people how to love...
I never know how to define "marry" because I never try to understand it...
Until the day you told me the possibility, I ponder it deeply...However, thing never comes easily...I was like....believe it or not....Hence, I get into it but have to forbid myself to be so, entirely.... Because I still never put everything down, I'm still terrified, I still don't believe in fairy tale... But I'm just like, hoping so much that, I can believe that there have a Cinderella's prince or a snow white's man, inconsistency....
Anyway, no matter who is going to be your partner for your marriage, the one who'll be able to stand beside you, who is going to wear a ring on you, must be the one who loves you more than anyone does...That's the simplest basic thing that we do...But! In a realistic point of view, the one who will be able to be your husband, is the one who can afford a family, who will be take seri0us responsibility on this marriage, who loves you as much as loves your family and also, willing to be with you until end of the world.... He deserves to be a husband when only he gives happiness for his family and his wife but not suffering, in terms of financial support and any anything....
However, marriage is a big burden for a couple which bring them to the next level.... I can understand why a married man still can have an affairs even if he knows this is a maleficence, but I never agree that this can disentangle his pressure! WACK~~~
Same as a woman too...I can even more understand why a woman after marriage, her femininity will horribly drop to the bottom line even she knows this will harm the sensation...Too bad...~.~
But, when you figure it deeply about all the reason happened, woman feel no longer a girl anymore, man feel no longer a free man anymore....
Things change, life change, personalities change, unconditionally...The pros and cons, never been proportioned nicely...
Here, I have some article to share...Enjoy reading...
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谢谢你, 勾引我老公！
俗话说的好:
再好的鱼肉吃多了，也还是想尝尝大白菜的味道；再好的老婆处久了，也还是想知道别的女人的风韵。
所以，如果你下了决心勾引我老公，而我老公也上钩了，我一点也不觉得奇怪。
我想感谢你，在许多个寂寞无聊的日子里陪伴着我老公。人真的很奇怪，会莫名其妙地在人群中感到孤独，会无缘无故地在黄昏的时候伤感，哪怕他衣食无忧，且有娇妻爱子相伴左右。孤独与拥有无关，每个人的心中总有一块处女地，任凭外面刮风下雨，都永远无法触摸得到。或许就差那么一点点，或许爱和感受就像病毒一样不断升级，就差那么一点点，你就永远找不到满足的感觉。
我知道，如果我温柔，他就会感受不到辣；如果我安静，他就会感受不到酸；如果我风骚，他就感受不到甜；如果我善良，他就感受不到苦。而我不想让他的感受有缺憾，不想让他在没有我的日子里忍受煎熬。
人生不能想，一想就流泪。我们有我们每个人的事业，只是为了更好的生存，我们不能天天在一起，我们不能时刻都让对方满意。在异地他乡，能有人陪他，也是我前世修来的福。我只是想让他的生活不痛苦不空白。距离产生的美反而让我们无法分开，他说他愿意在任何一个场合跟任何一个人说，老婆为我做了很多，我永远不会抛弃她。人说爱是自私的，可是爱也是高尚的，爱的最高境界不是占有，如果我爱他，我选择尽一切可能让他感觉幸福。
男人经不起诱惑，尤其是美丽女人的诱惑，我老公也是个凡人，经不起。仅美丽女人勾引我老公的过程就会让他的生活充满了色彩。不再那么苦闷。
也许他会感觉到对我的伤害，其实只要不以为这是伤害，它就不是伤害。他善意的隐瞒，隐瞒绝对不是欺骗，那就是他不想伤害我。我穷其一生追求的只是他对我的心意，不是任何一种内容和形式。如果你勾引了他，而他发现你就是他一生要找的另一半，我为什么非要横在中间？如果你不是，他终究会回到我的身边。我了解并能容忍他的任何一个致命的弱点，我们一起经历了风风雨雨的见证，有谁能像我一样始终站在他生命最低谷的边缘？
曾经看过一篇文章，写的特别实在，文章名字叫
《她现在能给你的，都是我十年前给过你的！》。
我正专心的看电视，他突然说：“我们离婚吧”。他很严肃，不象是跟我开玩笑。浮上我脑海的第一个念头是：他肯定抄股亏大了，或者是得了绝症，怕连累我。我坚决的摇头，油然而生一股要跟他共患难的豪情。
他的第二句话将我打入地狱：“我爱上别人了，对不起。”
“什么时候？”我努力沉住气。
“半年了，是旅行认识的，她是导游，很单纯，人又热情。”也许意识到自己赞美的词语用的过多，他刹住了，愧疚的看着我。
“有多爱？”“十分爱。”
我没有再问下去，问的太细只会让自己伤的更深，不如给自己留点颜面。
回忆跟他在一起的日子，我们很幸福。可是，既然人家已经喜新厌旧，我干吗死不放手呢？我长长吐了一口气：“一切就按你的意思办吧。有人能将你这个祸害从我身边领走，我真是感激不尽。”他惊讶的看着我，他知道我并不是一个心胸豁达的女人。
“其实我对你也有审美疲劳。”你把我看的轻如鸿毛，就别指望自己还是我心中的泰山。
他深感愧疚，决定把家里的一切留给我和孩子。离婚前，他约我一起吃饭，几杯酒下肚，他的话多了起来，他说，他希望得到我的祝福，他还主动说起那个女孩，她朝气蓬勃，跟她在一起，他有被点燃的感觉。想起自己曾经也年轻漂亮，朝气蓬勃，也曾经那样吸引他，我与那个，只是隔了十年的光阴，却被明显贴上了旧爱与新欢的标签。
“她很天真，一点小事也能让她感到满足，跟她去购物，抽奖得了一块香皂；带她去吃北京饺子；送她一块20元的电子表，给她买一个土渣儿饼......她都会欣喜若狂。跟她在一起，我很放松，我可以抽烟抽的屋子里一股烟味，我可以玩通宵麻将，跟朋友拼酒......”他陶醉在自己的幸福里，满眼的温柔。
而我，像所有的黄脸婆一样，精打细算，过问他每一笔开销，买双袜子都要货比三家。我不许他抽烟，禁止他喝酒，更反对他吆三喝四的赌博。
“和她在一起，我感觉心跳加速，干什么都充满力量。”他显然已有几分醉意。
我打断他：“从此以后，我不再是你的黄脸婆，不再是你不用支付工资的用人。我可以节省为你熨衣服配领带的时间，来打扮自己；我可以节省下为你买衣物的钱，给自己挑几件拿的出手的时装；我可以不用绞尽脑汁地搜索鱼的N种做法，不用讨好你的胃，想吃饭我就做，不想做饭，我可以带女儿去吃快餐；我可以不再担心你抽烟伤了肺，喝酒伤了肝；我不再为你洗吐的一塌糊涂的被单；不用在你醉了酒，睡在街边某个角落时，一边哭一边满大街的找；我可以不用再操心你老家的亲戚今天谁做寿，明天谁娶媳妇，不用再每个月给你爸妈寄生活费；不用每年跟你坐半天的车，提着大包小包走十多里山路，只为陪你父母吃顿年夜饭.....
是啊，离婚，真是太好了！”说完这些，我泪如泉涌，而他则楞楞的看着我，我一直都表现的很冷静，可是，一点酒精就把我的内心出卖了。三十多岁的女人，谁不在乎自己经营多年的婚姻？ 我又笑起来：“离吧，离了看你得意多久，你十分爱她是吧？她也十分爱你是吧？走到一起后，一起生活几年，看你还会不会见到她就心跳加速，她现在能给你的都是十年前我给过你的，你就折腾去吧！等你折腾够了就会发现，你只是把我们走过的路又重复走了一遍而已。” “你醉了？”他有些紧张的看着我。
“我没有天真单纯过吗？我没有年轻美丽过吗？我把你送的一只铜戒指、一本书、一枚书签视若珍宝，冒着严寒为你织手套。我也十分爱过，可是走进婚姻，女人的角色就复杂了，在爱的同时，有了很多责任。他不可能再十分专注的爱一个人，她要从这十分爱中分出一分爱公公婆婆，又要从中分出一分来爱自己的父母，还要从中分一分来爱孩子。十分的爱经过婚姻的洗礼，就只剩下了七分。当另一份十分的爱袭击她的幸福时，她就无以抵挡...”
最终，我们没有离婚，他改变了主意。他说我清醒的时候没有醉酒的时候理智，也没有醉酒的时候聪明...」
谢谢某人，勾引我老公。
谢谢某人，洒脱，解脱。
最近忙碌于很多事情，待到静下心回来的时候，我突然觉得，很多人很多事，我不再关注了，不再在乎了...
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"Everyone knows, every efforts you do, is just to create a happy family. Once you've created, please don't destroyed it easily...Because, once you'd destroyed, you gonna do it all over again with double works to create another one..." How many second chances or life you have? Think about it....
Things change accordingly to what you've done...
I still have plenty of thoughts
I never thought marriage is a must or a real thing that prove to love, I mean, for me, marriage is just a procedure that everyone will wish to experience once when they reach a certain age, especially girls... I used to think marriage is just for those who wants kids, who wants a family...I even used to think that marriage is just something that God creates to make people feel enrich in their rest of life, and also teach people how to love...
I never know how to define "marry" because I never try to understand it...
Until the day you told me the possibility, I ponder it deeply...However, thing never comes easily...I was like....believe it or not....Hence, I get into it but have to forbid myself to be so, entirely.... Because I still never put everything down, I'm still terrified, I still don't believe in fairy tale... But I'm just like, hoping so much that, I can believe that there have a Cinderella's prince or a snow white's man, inconsistency....
Anyway, no matter who is going to be your partner for your marriage, the one who'll be able to stand beside you, who is going to wear a ring on you, must be the one who loves you more than anyone does...That's the simplest basic thing that we do...But! In a realistic point of view, the one who will be able to be your husband, is the one who can afford a family, who will be take seri0us responsibility on this marriage, who loves you as much as loves your family and also, willing to be with you until end of the world.... He deserves to be a husband when only he gives happiness for his family and his wife but not suffering, in terms of financial support and any anything....
However, marriage is a big burden for a couple which bring them to the next level.... I can understand why a married man still can have an affairs even if he knows this is a maleficence, but I never agree that this can disentangle his pressure! WACK~~~
Same as a woman too...I can even more understand why a woman after marriage, her femininity will horribly drop to the bottom line even she knows this will harm the sensation...Too bad...~.~
But, when you figure it deeply about all the reason happened, woman feel no longer a girl anymore, man feel no longer a free man anymore....
Things change, life change, personalities change, unconditionally...The pros and cons, never been proportioned nicely...
Here, I have some article to share...Enjoy reading...
___________________________________________________________
谢谢你, 勾引我老公！
俗话说的好:
再好的鱼肉吃多了，也还是想尝尝大白菜的味道；再好的老
所以，如果你下了决心勾引我老公，而我老公也上钩了，我
我想感谢你，在许多个寂寞无聊的日子里陪伴着我老公
我知道，如果我温柔，他就会感受不到辣；如果我安静
人生不能想，一想就流泪。我们有我们每个人的事业，
男人经不起诱惑，尤其是美丽女人的诱惑，我老公也是
也许他会感觉到对我的伤害，其实只要不以为这是伤害
曾经看过一篇文章，写的特别实在，文章名字叫
《她现在能给你的，都是我十年前给过你的！》。
我正专心的看电视，他突然说：“我们离婚吧”。他很严肃
他的第二句话将我打入地狱：“我爱上别人了，对不起
“什么时候？”我努力沉住气。
“半年了，是旅行认识的，她是导游，很单纯，人又热
“有多爱？”“十分爱。”
我没有再问下去，问的太细只会让自己伤的更深，不如
回忆跟他在一起的日子，我们很幸福。可是，既然人家
“其实我对你也有审美疲劳。”你把我看的轻如鸿毛，
他深感愧疚，决定把家里的一切留给我和孩子。离婚前
“她很天真，一点小事也能让她感到满足，跟她去购物
而我，像所有的黄脸婆一样，精打细算，过问他每一笔
“和她在一起，我感觉心跳加速，干什么都充满力量。
我打断他：“从此以后，我不再是你的黄脸婆，不再是
是啊，离婚，真是太好了！”说完这些，我泪如泉涌，
“我没有天真单纯过吗？我没有年轻美丽过吗？我把你
最终，我们没有离婚，他改变了主意。他说我清醒的时
谢谢某人，勾引我老公。
谢谢某人，洒脱，解脱。
最近忙碌于很多事情，待到静下心回来的时候，我突然
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"Everyone knows, every efforts you do, is just to create a happy family. Once you've created, please don't destroyed it easily...Because, once you'd destroyed, you gonna do it all over again with double works to create another one..." How many second chances or life you have? Think about it....
Things change accordingly to what you've done...
I still have plenty of thoughts
Thursday, May 13, 2010
Our day..
I'd a very nice day with him yesterday...*wink*
He came along from Penang to pick me up early in the morning, and we simply plan for our whole day... I feel pleased when he's beside me...
We'd our vegetarian lunch at Pulau Tikus, yet we go for "Chou Tian Yang Pet Shop" to look around some cute pets and of course, buy delicious snacks for his Kikko..^.^
Somehow, I always feel pretty excited when buying his Kikko's stuff together with him, but I still haven't find out where the joy come from...Maybe, I love to see the way of he's taking care of his Kikko or maybe, I like the feeling of I've involve in his part of life....Seriously, I don't mind to have Kikko as my pet too...XD
We went to Gurney to collect my money in the evening, by the way, we bought twin seat for our "Robin Hood" movie...hmmm...we just did that before the day in Sunway Carnival for "Iron Man"...teehee~^^...
Stupidly, I always feel so much happy when having movie with him...Because this is a ♥lovely♥ action which like you'll only concentrate on the movie and at the same time, there have an important man for you just stick beside you and hugging on you when you feel cold.... WAH~!!! That's my boy!!!! haha...There have only a man can give me such feeling (which cannot describe by just this simple words), and the feeling that nobody else can give me besides him...^^
(ar~hem..I know I'm narcissism but give me a chance to recall my day with him XD)
After all, we had our dinner at "Green House" where have a super duper tasty, delicious,drooool yummy "Hokkein Mee" there!!! Yeah~ Of course, I have got it! ^^
That's our simple day with a so-casual routine...
And make sure that we have our goodbye kiss before we end ups this day...^0^
♥He is the first man that I heart so much...♥
"Unfortunately, I don't know how much he heart me...But I only know he dotes on me a lots..Besides, I know I have the privilege to walk in his heart...."
He came along from Penang to pick me up early in the morning, and we simply plan for our whole day... I feel pleased when he's beside me...
We'd our vegetarian lunch at Pulau Tikus, yet we go for "Chou Tian Yang Pet Shop" to look around some cute pets and of course, buy delicious snacks for his Kikko..^.^
Somehow, I always feel pretty excited when buying his Kikko's stuff together with him, but I still haven't find out where the joy come from...Maybe, I love to see the way of he's taking care of his Kikko or maybe, I like the feeling of I've involve in his part of life....Seriously, I don't mind to have Kikko as my pet too...XD
We went to Gurney to collect my money in the evening, by the way, we bought twin seat for our "Robin Hood" movie...hmmm...we just did that before the day in Sunway Carnival for "Iron Man"...teehee~^^...
Stupidly, I always feel so much happy when having movie with him...Because this is a ♥lovely♥ action which like you'll only concentrate on the movie and at the same time, there have an important man for you just stick beside you and hugging on you when you feel cold.... WAH~!!! That's my boy!!!! haha...There have only a man can give me such feeling (which cannot describe by just this simple words), and the feeling that nobody else can give me besides him...^^
(ar~hem..I know I'm narcissism but give me a chance to recall my day with him XD)
After all, we had our dinner at "Green House" where have a super duper tasty, delicious,drooool yummy "Hokkein Mee" there!!! Yeah~ Of course, I have got it! ^^
That's our simple day with a so-casual routine...
And make sure that we have our goodbye kiss before we end ups this day...^0^
♥He is the first man that I heart so much...♥
"Unfortunately, I don't know how much he heart me...But I only know he dotes on me a lots..Besides, I know I have the privilege to walk in his heart...."
Love my dear
Monday, May 10, 2010
The origin us
*wink~!
Tomorrow my boy is coming to find me in my hometown!!!
teehee~!!!!! We gonna register his company together...
So sweet when the one you love allow you to involve in his part of life...
How sweet is when his beloved one is going to help him in his part of life...
That's even sweetest when a lovely couple work hard for each others to make their future brighter... Whereas the future is for both of us...
I know he got lots of dreams...
Always being a supportive girlfriend, that's the most expensive gift to him...He neither...
Even is just giving him a little helping hand, he will feel satisfy enough...
Because, the simplest thing that he request, is just want me to stay beside him....
I know he really hope that I can be there for him, but he still always give me a chance to do thing that I wanted....Even though he hide it nicely, I will still see the real thinking from him, because I'm living in his heart.... I'm so thankful that he always give me enough freedom to do anything that I like without any unwillingness...
We have actually no much worries on each other because inside our heart, there have always a TRUST...
"Honesty is always around us that's why I don't need his password to look in his real part, he doesn't need mine neither...Because, we're the best origin us when we're together..." Everyone has their own privacy, so we are kind to allow it..
Tomorrow my boy is coming to find me in my hometown!!!
teehee~!!!!! We gonna register his company together...
So sweet when the one you love allow you to involve in his part of life...
How sweet is when his beloved one is going to help him in his part of life...
That's even sweetest when a lovely couple work hard for each others to make their future brighter... Whereas the future is for both of us...
I know he got lots of dreams...
Always being a supportive girlfriend, that's the most expensive gift to him...He neither...
Even is just giving him a little helping hand, he will feel satisfy enough...
Because, the simplest thing that he request, is just want me to stay beside him....
I know he really hope that I can be there for him, but he still always give me a chance to do thing that I wanted....Even though he hide it nicely, I will still see the real thinking from him, because I'm living in his heart.... I'm so thankful that he always give me enough freedom to do anything that I like without any unwillingness...
We have actually no much worries on each other because inside our heart, there have always a TRUST...
"Honesty is always around us that's why I don't need his password to look in his real part, he doesn't need mine neither...Because, we're the best origin us when we're together..." Everyone has their own privacy, so we are kind to allow it..Heart him~...
Sunday, May 2, 2010
Appreciate you and me
The reason I blog today is because I've read someone's blog (http://gigikissu.blogspot.com) and really touch my heart.. Her bf was death....She took down every single moments of her and her bf...She wrote down the feeling that she want to express hardly.... I know, it's hard to get through all this....But she did it...she's strong, she's optimistic....She's the one who knows life...
Life goes on....
Seriously, after reading her blog, I've got a heavy impact...
She has assured the real love for me about-->
"no matter how far the distance is between a couple, the believe of love, the sincerity to each other, will make them closer... "Even if I'm a real realism, but still, I realize love..
I always worry about the day when I leave him, but I know that is a must for me...I don't mean to be selfish or realistic, but the opportunity of leaving cannot be waited...I choose to leave because I've been dreamed for years...Because I believe your love to me and mine neither...Because I know both of us will be waiting for each other.... At least, the chance of being together are still exist for both of us... There have always a "TRUST" to continue our journey...
Life goes on....
Seriously, after reading her blog, I've got a heavy impact...
She has assured the real love for me about-->
"no matter how far the distance is between a couple, the believe of love, the sincerity to each other, will make them closer... "Even if I'm a real realism, but still, I realize love..
I always worry about the day when I leave him, but I know that is a must for me...I don't mean to be selfish or realistic, but the opportunity of leaving cannot be waited...I choose to leave because I've been dreamed for years...Because I believe your love to me and mine neither...Because I know both of us will be waiting for each other.... At least, the chance of being together are still exist for both of us... There have always a "TRUST" to continue our journey...
As everyone knows, appreciate people around you, that's always the best thing to be done and believe...
When we hold our love tightly, love will not escape easily...
Our hard work, never betray us...
My real love, never lie to you...
And your love to me, I tattoo in my heart...
Our hard work, never betray us...
My real love, never lie to you...
And your love to me, I tattoo in my heart...
It's a test for our love
Sunday, February 21, 2010
Heart bleeding
I'd already told you what I wish, what I want...You'd never tell all the story, just let me jump to the conclusion...Yet, put all the blame on me~
You said, don't ask you turn back once it has already passed by...So, I don't....
I'd trying to stop your temper, to be silent, to not say anything...
You blow my stack, yell on me...That's cutting my heart...
I would never never never let someone yell on me like that...
I seriously hate people simply piss my ass off with a shouting like this....
Be patience, I did...not to worse off anything with my silence...
I know you're stubborn, who never apologized first...
That's why I remain silent...
That's why I let you go...
Because I will never let you have the chance to yell on me again!
But this time,
your action is just to a fault...
You said, don't ask you turn back once it has already passed by...So, I don't....
I'd trying to stop your temper, to be silent, to not say anything...
You blow my stack, yell on me...That's cutting my heart...
I would never never never let someone yell on me like that...
I seriously hate people simply piss my ass off with a shouting like this....
Be patience, I did...not to worse off anything with my silence...
I know you're stubborn, who never apologized first...
That's why I remain silent...
That's why I let you go...
Because I will never let you have the chance to yell on me again!
But this time,
your action is just to a fault...
you again,
disappointed me
disappointed me
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
H.A.T.E.U
I actually feel disappointing when you said you're not free on valentine's day... Leaving me alone spaced out in my own thoughts, ON VALENTINE?!!!
You know there have actually no one beside me on the day, and the time, I only have you...
I hate you, seriously...
"When she knows how to smile, that's because she'd get hurt before..."
"When she know what is touched, that's because her tears drop before...."
"When she know how to hate, that's because she has fallen in love...."
You know there have actually no one beside me on the day, and the time, I only have you...
I hate you, seriously...
"When she knows how to smile, that's because she'd get hurt before..."
"When she know what is touched, that's because her tears drop before...."
"When she know how to hate, that's because she has fallen in love...."
When I decided to get mad on you, but still never ceases to love you...
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
Forgive and Forget
In evidence, every couple does have conflicts…Whereas, that might be a good way to get better understanding on each other… No matter how worst the condition is, forgive and forget are always the way to hold us tightly…
I know my fault, I apologized, I try to fix it up carefully as I used to be termagancy yet I’ve changed unconditionally because of you… This is the first time ever that I was trying so hard to cheer up a man, to be so femininity to him; I wasn’t that girl before… But to you, I know I couldn’t be the previous me anymore, as I know patience is a plaster to all sores… I don’t expect everything will be fine that immediately since that was my fault who turned this up, but I’d try my very best and which was the very best ever to hold you tight…
However, my effort didn’t work well or should say, apologize is no longer effective anymore… I turn my back and walk away because I was tired, whenever I done something that did not change anything… I need a silent space to blank my mind, to think who I am, to think what else I can do, to think how to make thing better, to think why I always would be the destroyer…
Whatever I did, whatever I try to do, I just hold one thought, that's LOVE…
I’ve seen the other side of mine that I can’t believe myself to be the one who never appeared in my life until I realized our love…. Indeed, I’m being the person that I never been in my whole life, so strange for me, yet so familiar…That’s me….That’s the one who love you so much and started to hate myself who usually done something wrong, but still, love my another side that being loved by you…
Apologize to gain forgiveness….
Forgive because of love…
Forget to show the impotency of love…
Saturday, December 26, 2009
My Christmas
First of all, I would like to shout out to everyone
MERRY CHRISTMAS...
(Because I missed the chance to yell it out on time!!!)
Well, every girls wish to have a great, peaceful, romantic Christmas Eve with their loves one,
so do I... I prepared myself early after my class...(When a girl pay much effort on making up herself nicely, this simple means how much she'd care the date..)
Since I never truly celebrate a very nice Christmas before (especially with the loves one), I was paying so much expectations on this time X'mas Eve...
I expected him to bring me to somewhere to have a fantastic yet romantic dinner..
I expected him to plan something special or something that can surprise me on the Eve...
I expected both of us can have a very unforgettable countdown day even if only he and I...
(As you know, how much I'd like those parties!)
Expectation always just like a sweet dreams.. It makes you feel so real but its actually did not happen...
I was so excited to see him, but he was in serious sick...
We went out to have dinner, but end up with a little conflict yet cover it up with the "nothing-happen" situation...
Honestly, I was in tempered that time but I can truly understand the situation...
Sometimes, a lot of thing cannot be spoken by words as I myself don't even know what I should do...
Every single thoughts running around my minds, I can clearly read them but I couldn't open my voice and speak them out... I almost burst my tears that time but I was trying so hard to control myself, if not, tears would ruin my make up...T.T
Finally, we decided where to go..
But, I really can't enjoy myself without you...
Arrhh~~~...I don't know what to do that time....I was panic, I was really drawing a blank...What I could do for you is just staying beside you....
And end up, we had porridge together...
That's my Christmas Eve!!
I know you'd use your fragile energy to hug me and give me a Christmas kiss...
I've been touched blissfully...
*************************************************************
The next day, 25th of Dec 2009..
We'd a one day Penang trip...
T.T
What a waste...
MERRY CHRISTMAS...
(Because I missed the chance to yell it out on time!!!)
Well, every girls wish to have a great, peaceful, romantic Christmas Eve with their loves one,
so do I... I prepared myself early after my class...(When a girl pay much effort on making up herself nicely, this simple means how much she'd care the date..)
Since I never truly celebrate a very nice Christmas before (especially with the loves one), I was paying so much expectations on this time X'mas Eve...
I expected him to bring me to somewhere to have a fantastic yet romantic dinner..
I expected him to plan something special or something that can surprise me on the Eve...
I expected both of us can have a very unforgettable countdown day even if only he and I...
(As you know, how much I'd like those parties!)
Expectation always just like a sweet dreams.. It makes you feel so real but its actually did not happen...
I was so excited to see him, but he was in serious sick...
We went out to have dinner, but end up with a little conflict yet cover it up with the "nothing-happen" situation...
Honestly, I was in tempered that time but I can truly understand the situation...
Sometimes, a lot of thing cannot be spoken by words as I myself don't even know what I should do...
Every single thoughts running around my minds, I can clearly read them but I couldn't open my voice and speak them out... I almost burst my tears that time but I was trying so hard to control myself, if not, tears would ruin my make up...T.T
Finally, we decided where to go..
But, I really can't enjoy myself without you...
Arrhh~~~...I don't know what to do that time....I was panic, I was really drawing a blank...What I could do for you is just staying beside you....
And end up, we had porridge together...
That's my Christmas Eve!!
I know you'd use your fragile energy to hug me and give me a Christmas kiss...
I've been touched blissfully...
*************************************************************We'd a one day Penang trip...
T.T
What a waste...
I don't care, you must return me my Christmas Eve!
Sunday, November 15, 2009
Kikko
The first time I meet Kikko today...
The first time I help a puppy take bath ( I was actually standing there, XD)...
The first time I see him, taking care of her puppy, Kikko...His action had truly touched my heart...
The first time I see him scold Kikko, he seems like scolding a baby, it's warm...
I feel warm and blissful when looking his action on how he treat his puppy... It makes me feel like, he is a real good daddy... The way he talked to Kikko, the way he clean up Kikko, they way he played with Kikko, I can feel his love and kindness thoroughly. I like to see him taking care on Kikko... It's really warm my heart....
Kikko was so afraid when seeing her daddy leave her alone... I might too strange to her yet, that's why she scared... She cried and I almost shed my tears for her frustration. I kept on comforting her but it was useless, I yelled to her daddy, asking him to come out as fast as possible....
Through out the day, I can feel even deeply on my love to him... I can't stop thinking of him even if he is just beside me....
The first time I help a puppy take bath ( I was actually standing there, XD)...
The first time I see him, taking care of her puppy, Kikko...His action had truly touched my heart...
The first time I see him scold Kikko, he seems like scolding a baby, it's warm...
I feel warm and blissful when looking his action on how he treat his puppy... It makes me feel like, he is a real good daddy... The way he talked to Kikko, the way he clean up Kikko, they way he played with Kikko, I can feel his love and kindness thoroughly. I like to see him taking care on Kikko... It's really warm my heart....
Kikko was so afraid when seeing her daddy leave her alone... I might too strange to her yet, that's why she scared... She cried and I almost shed my tears for her frustration. I kept on comforting her but it was useless, I yelled to her daddy, asking him to come out as fast as possible....
Through out the day, I can feel even deeply on my love to him... I can't stop thinking of him even if he is just beside me....
...Part of my life...
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
Thanks
The day will come, as the fact is already started two months ago.... I can see through your words that you actually do still care on it even though you'd given up, obviously...
What's the actual feeling of yours? Sad? Disappointed? Numb? or Regret?
I don't know if the words are truly sincere from your heart, or just expressing it to stable your emotion....I know I shouldn't care about that since it's no longer my concern, but I used to be your good listener and his neither... Yet, and finally, thing turns up unexpectedly... I know you will be shocked when knowing the truth that has already happened so sudden... The unexpected thing can simply change just a blink which is so unconditional...
"When something was belong to you on the last second, doesn't mean it will not belong to others at the next second..."In fact, was you the one who loosen your hand to let it go...
Frankly, I can feel it deeply about your true feeling through your action and words...Wishes from your heart, I would like to give hundred of thankful.
But somehow, it's actually impact my emotion tho~ As I know the day on facing this problem will come, and it's really make me feel so insecure...I don't mean to not believe in anyone else, just the behavior of myself, the lack of confidence, the terror of losing someone who I just started to let him enter my heart....
But I know consciously that LOVE is just between he and I...
What's the actual feeling of yours? Sad? Disappointed? Numb? or Regret?
I don't know if the words are truly sincere from your heart, or just expressing it to stable your emotion....I know I shouldn't care about that since it's no longer my concern, but I used to be your good listener and his neither... Yet, and finally, thing turns up unexpectedly... I know you will be shocked when knowing the truth that has already happened so sudden... The unexpected thing can simply change just a blink which is so unconditional...
"When something was belong to you on the last second, doesn't mean it will not belong to others at the next second..."In fact, was you the one who loosen your hand to let it go...
Frankly, I can feel it deeply about your true feeling through your action and words...Wishes from your heart, I would like to give hundred of thankful.
But somehow, it's actually impact my emotion tho~ As I know the day on facing this problem will come, and it's really make me feel so insecure...I don't mean to not believe in anyone else, just the behavior of myself, the lack of confidence, the terror of losing someone who I just started to let him enter my heart....
But I know consciously that LOVE is just between he and I...
Anyhow, the decision you made, had given us a big changes...
~He and I know that~
Sunday, October 25, 2009
It's actually NOTHING!!!
As I've been two weeks ago never update my blog...It means that there have actually nothing special happened to me... I wonder if there have nothing to blog, it's actually better because it simply means that nothing sad or bad happened towards me... When people are sad or heart broken, blogging will always the best company... Express everything out that you've already hidden for a while or even for years over here, yet you'll absolutely relief....
Luckily, I blog for nothing....
The daily routines are still the same, he and I are also the same that we'll meet up after his work... I seldom hang out because I only realised the fun of staying in my own comfortable room~ XD
Once a few times, people will wonder why he will forget our important day about this or that.... Sometimes, we'll blame on each other about why he cannot blah blah blah... Even if he had actually did everything for you, but you still don't satisfy and keep on nagging at this and that... But, after you consider deeply, you'll find out that they actually do anything for any reason to make you happy... They just wanted to see your sweet smile, yes, it's that easy...
So, always hang up a sweet smile on your face, to make him feel secure and happy too...
"Life isn't a fairy tale, happy ending are few and far between. Realistic world are always surrounding us but who knows sometimes
Love can still spring in the most unlikely places..."
Until now, I actually still couldn't believe, he's with me...
The truth will never running away from me...
And the truth of us...
He is with me....
Luckily, I blog for nothing....
The daily routines are still the same, he and I are also the same that we'll meet up after his work... I seldom hang out because I only realised the fun of staying in my own comfortable room~ XD
Once a few times, people will wonder why he will forget our important day about this or that.... Sometimes, we'll blame on each other about why he cannot blah blah blah... Even if he had actually did everything for you, but you still don't satisfy and keep on nagging at this and that... But, after you consider deeply, you'll find out that they actually do anything for any reason to make you happy... They just wanted to see your sweet smile, yes, it's that easy...
So, always hang up a sweet smile on your face, to make him feel secure and happy too...
"Life isn't a fairy tale, happy ending are few and far between. Realistic world are always surrounding us but who knows sometimes
Love can still spring in the most unlikely places..."
Until now, I actually still couldn't believe, he's with me...
The truth will never running away from me...
And the truth of us...
He is with me....
Friday, October 2, 2009
Do you remember the first time you fall in love with him?
I used to ask myself whether I still remember the first time that fall in love with someone...
I used to struggle in the same question which is "what love actually is"....
I used to be not that serious in a relationship with those guys, then broke up with them with no tears...
I used to tell myself a girl doesn't need love if she is independent enough...
I used to not believe in true love...
But here are all the "used to be"...
Sometimes you'll never know you're already unconditionally falling in love with him...
Sometimes you don't even remember when is the time that your heart started to beat for him..
Sometimes you'll never know love is actually simple when both of your hearts are linked...
Sometimes you'll just feel simply good when he is beside you, watching him to sleep tight...
Sometimes, we don't need to turn back the clock and do it all again the -first love, first kiss,first drink...But, this time, we just need to do it right...From now onwards, we just need to set out to right the wrongs of the past, there's just one niggling doubt... No one knows if life can ever be better because better life has being hold by your own...
"I don't remember the first time
when I fall in love with him
because now the fact of loving him is already existed..." I've found a safe place to rest with...I've keep your heart in mine...
If there have a relationship with true love,
any problem will not be a problem anymore...
I don't remember the first time that I fall in love with you, but I wouldn't forget that I'm living in your heart...
I used to struggle in the same question which is "what love actually is"....
I used to be not that serious in a relationship with those guys, then broke up with them with no tears...
I used to tell myself a girl doesn't need love if she is independent enough...
I used to not believe in true love...
But here are all the "used to be"...
Sometimes you'll never know you're already unconditionally falling in love with him...
Sometimes you don't even remember when is the time that your heart started to beat for him..
Sometimes you'll never know love is actually simple when both of your hearts are linked...
Sometimes you'll just feel simply good when he is beside you, watching him to sleep tight...
Sometimes, we don't need to turn back the clock and do it all again the -first love, first kiss,first drink...But, this time, we just need to do it right...From now onwards, we just need to set out to right the wrongs of the past, there's just one niggling doubt... No one knows if life can ever be better because better life has being hold by your own...
"I don't remember the first time
when I fall in love with him
because now the fact of loving him is already existed..." I've found a safe place to rest with...I've keep your heart in mine...
If there have a relationship with true love,any problem will not be a problem anymore...
I don't remember the first time that I fall in love with you, but I wouldn't forget that I'm living in your heart...
Saturday, September 19, 2009
Thing is actually better
The 1st day…
I’m still not sure what the feeling is but I’m pretty sure that we gotta make it work…
Similarly, my heartbeat was still jumping abnormal since this early in the morning… And, I am totally drawing a blank on how we’re going to face each other when we meet…I just don’t know what to do~~~blah blah blah!!! Because we used to be friend and just a night past, it's hard for us to change our action180 degree...
It's kinda awkward...
Be naturally is the best I guess… Naaaaah~~~
Sometimes, we just don’t jump to the conclusion too fast because you’ll never know what would happen mentally and break the chain that you always thought it should be in a very few seconds…
Sometimes, in the physical world, it might just look so "thing-should-be-like-this" always but, our mental is hard to control especially in LOVE stuff…Because the feel will always change until it find the right place to rest…
Yet, you’ll realized, the truth feeling will never lie~
Sometimes, thing will never goes well like what you've thought, but it maybe goes even better!!
If it is possible, just make it happen~
We'll never let the time pass with nothing!!
You make a change for me...
Sunday, September 6, 2009
The Changing
During the exam period, I admitted that I didn’t really pay lot of efforts on it. It doesn’t seem like the same motivation that I had for the last semester. I don’t know why my motivation has gone and study for meaningless.
I would like to blog here to express myself tho’, express my boringness on reading “nothing special” subject, memorizing those “useless for your future” stuff.
Anyhow, the main purpose is to post my actual thinking for today…
Something happened today as usual, yet I realized that I’m sick on it aaagggaaaiiinn. My satisfaction has been declined and I can’t feel any passion on it anymore. I didn’t enjoy it at all as what I had done before. It was totally different feeling compare to last time that I did!!
"It seems lack of “something”, and the “thing” is actually didn’t exist since we started this."
At the beginning, I didn’t care about “it” because people always search for excitements. But now, I suddenly feel that “it” has become an essential on doing this.
Without “it”, the game is boring.
Without “it”, the game is meaningless.
Without “it”, the game is still a GAME.
Or should say something obvious, my playfulness has gone, I’m sick and bored on playing this, is it a time for me to find a stable life with a stable "him"? WOW~~ Sounds funny anyway~ LOL.
Anyhow, I don’t really think of it but the situation might look slightly alike, due to the incident that I dreamt for these several nights… The dreams were so real but in real life, it just too impossible. "The dreams' story weren’t same every time but the message to be delivered is obviously same. "
I guess, there would have some clues in the dream. It was a good dream honestly, but it just looks too unbelievable. I don’t know why, I just feel it is so impossible to be happened. Therefore,
I don’t give any expectation on it because I’ve locked my heart.
Stop entering in those relationship stuffs,
because I don’t know when I can learn how to love,
and
I don’t know when I can walk out the terror from being hurt.
I would like to blog here to express myself tho’, express my boringness on reading “nothing special” subject, memorizing those “useless for your future” stuff.
Anyhow, the main purpose is to post my actual thinking for today…
Something happened today as usual, yet I realized that I’m sick on it aaagggaaaiiinn. My satisfaction has been declined and I can’t feel any passion on it anymore. I didn’t enjoy it at all as what I had done before. It was totally different feeling compare to last time that I did!!
"It seems lack of “something”, and the “thing” is actually didn’t exist since we started this."
At the beginning, I didn’t care about “it” because people always search for excitements. But now, I suddenly feel that “it” has become an essential on doing this.
Without “it”, the game is boring.
Without “it”, the game is meaningless.
Without “it”, the game is still a GAME.
Or should say something obvious, my playfulness has gone, I’m sick and bored on playing this, is it a time for me to find a stable life with a stable "him"? WOW~~ Sounds funny anyway~ LOL.
Anyhow, I don’t really think of it but the situation might look slightly alike, due to the incident that I dreamt for these several nights… The dreams were so real but in real life, it just too impossible. "The dreams' story weren’t same every time but the message to be delivered is obviously same. "
I guess, there would have some clues in the dream. It was a good dream honestly, but it just looks too unbelievable. I don’t know why, I just feel it is so impossible to be happened. Therefore,
I don’t give any expectation on it because I’ve locked my heart.
Stop entering in those relationship stuffs,
because I don’t know when I can learn how to love,
and
I don’t know when I can walk out the terror from being hurt.
I can only realize LOVE, if someday my love has been aroused.
Everything might have a change~
Thursday, April 23, 2009
Behind the white lies, it's really ugly!
Feel so wanna blogging with the "I can feel a hot one" background music..
We chat as usual just now..
Sweet talks everywhere eventhough that's only sweet to listen~
Since when, I started to talk white lies..
The 3 words "I love you" for me is so so damn easy to speak it out...
And then , for me, what is a big deal of talking those 3 words?!
Until today, I admit that I actually forget
what is the so-call "fall in love" feeling to him...
He might shocked and he thought he was the one who make a change on me...
Apparently not...! I've became someone else since I live independently..
but I just didn't noticed that until the day we started our relationship and yet, end our relationship like just so "NOTHING",
But I don't even know what is the purpose of telling you "I love you" everytime..( that most probably people thought "the hardest word to say")..
I spoke that easily because I just want to involve myself into that situation..
So now...You can clearly figure out who I am~
p/s :Realistic is only the minor part... The real personality of yourself, don't hide as it will become black-est! Show it to the people around you, let them know..you live with it~
I myself, know my negative personality, but i treat it as the real me...
Never forget what you've told me
" You pretend not to know but actually you've already know"
* Sorry D, I don't mean to hurt you, just want to let you know my actual feeling on our relationship, but I do really treat you with my sincere true heart..I mean it...sorry..*
We chat as usual just now..
Sweet talks everywhere eventhough that's only sweet to listen~
Since when, I started to talk white lies..
The 3 words "I love you" for me is so so damn easy to speak it out...
And then , for me, what is a big deal of talking those 3 words?!
You know how to flirt, I know how to biatchy anyway~~
Until today, I admit that I actually forget
what is the so-call "fall in love" feeling to him...
He might shocked and he thought he was the one who make a change on me...
Apparently not...! I've became someone else since I live independently..
but I just didn't noticed that until the day we started our relationship and yet, end our relationship like just so "NOTHING",
Only I know...What a real person I am!
You're the one who make me really understand on what kind of person I actually am!
You said you're not sure on why you would tell me "I LOVE YOU" all the time..But I don't even know what is the purpose of telling you "I love you" everytime..( that most probably people thought "the hardest word to say")..
I spoke that easily because I just want to involve myself into that situation..
Maybe...I LOVE YOU doesn't mean much to me anymore~
So now...You can clearly figure out who I am~
"White lies are always nice to hear but behind the scence,
it is actually ugly!"
I confessed to him, I don't know what is love actually, I only know the realist world...
That's why I can accept what you've done to me outside, that's in my expectation tho!...
I know it early when the 1st second that I started the decision on being together with you~
That's why I can accept what you've done to me outside, that's in my expectation tho!...
I know it early when the 1st second that I started the decision on being together with you~
I know the real world since I'm part of them...
But I didn't do anything that betrayed you..
My sincerity is still there..
People will think that your action was actually betraying me..but as you said to me:" thats only ma...not a big deal for you gua.." " you jealous or unhappy?" HOHOHO... You're right...such thing really not a big deal for me anymore... I'm not jealous, I answered truly, since you didn't mentioned both of you end up the relationship and, I was the one who step in between yours 1st...Nobody fault on this kind of situation....
Because...
Because...
This is the Real World....The Real human-being...The real you...and the real Me...!
p/s :Realistic is only the minor part... The real personality of yourself, don't hide as it will become black-est! Show it to the people around you, let them know..you live with it~
I myself, know my negative personality, but i treat it as the real me...
I'm not a white paper tho~
Never forget what you've told me
" You pretend not to know but actually you've already know"
* Sorry D, I don't mean to hurt you, just want to let you know my actual feeling on our relationship, but I do really treat you with my sincere true heart..I mean it...sorry..*
Frankly, we know each other....
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