I've let you go...

Every time when I mention it, my tears wouldn't be in my control anymore...
I cried because the definition of friendship has been changed... Because disappointment came around when I read every one of your words...Because my heart had broken which actually nothing fault between us....

I've nothing much to say anymore or should say, I have nothing else to say at all... I flash back the moment we've been together for the 3 and a half years ago, I felt so secure to have you be my side...But now, things have been changed... I can't listen to your heart anymore, and you're blinded to look at me...

It just so disappointed...
And my heart had been cooled...

Friend is not for sharing, friend is part of our living purpose...Friend is to be appreciated...
That's my philosophy of true friend but now, it only turns into good friend...
I've always remember every words that you said to me...Never ever forget one word from yours... However, holding tight on this philosophy has no longer be needed anymore, I guess...

I shed my tears because I've let you go...

I need you but I know you don't need me anymore...

True Friend

I don't know what to say anymore for us... Sometimes, explanation has already blacken... I don't mean that but you think it is... Psychological...It's so funny... Thing has changed unexpectedly and suddenly...And I finally know, when a girl doesn't know anything about the fact, it's actually better... I used to posted whether a girl doesn't know the ugly truth, is that call lucky or stupid...
And still, I can't find the answer because everyone got their different point of view...

I might be too tough on handling my own philosophy but sometimes this is just what I heard and I just telling the truth that you should know, as you kept on asking me to say it now with the rejection on my face to face telling request... I told and yet, saying that I'm putting on fire which the thing is already exist before I know...

I burst my tears and think even more clearly the whole night... Time can heal everything but time cannot forgone what had been happened yesterday for our friendship...It was hurt...Truly hurt...I started to confused, I'd taken wrong definition on friendship... It's been too heavy for me to defined and now I know, it actually doesn't need that over concern...Even you concern about your friend, better act you don't know anything...Because, concern will unconditionally turn into an issue...

I came towards for you not the one you love...I felt so unworthy for you who ever do anything for your love one and finally get this kind of threaten...I never forget what you had told me in my room, your words that you speak it out to me, I've never taken it for granted... Never let the love one to influence us...And so, I only dare to talk to you as I firstly decided not to tell to avoid the case like before...But finally, it was wrong...

Girls ask me about you...Because people also treat you as their friend...They don't believe on something, and tell me... Maybe our concern is no longer be needed by you....Or you just don't love to hear it...I wonder if I didn't know all of this like other girls, I think it could be better...

"Your sincere concern sometimes becomes a fault and yet, you will be the stupid, who firstly from a good one turn into the bad one...And I decide, not to be the stupid one anymore..."

Maybe it's time for us to think on each other and even our own self if we're still being that understanding...My sincerity in this friendship is no longer been appreciated by you anymore since your trust on me has been declined..

Explanation has become a futile

Perhaps, friendship can be perpetuated

City Bayview Performance

hmmm...I seldom post my dancing life in my bloggie actually because it's a daily routine...
But this time it could be a little bit different..

In this article, there have no party, no pretty dress, no high heels and blah blah blah...

nah~~~ no craping here...just straight to the point...

Fresh Beat Academy

Terrence, nice post!


Vera & Maggie

RED & WHITE

Awwwww!!!!! Here's the "famous" celebrities!!

The muscle man and the little ladies~~!!

Tall VS. Short

Life goes on and luckily, I found myself with them...No pressure but only laughters exist...

I love being with all of you..

Randomly~

It's been a while I never update my blog, but hey!!! ladies and gentlemen, I'm here again!!! LOL

There have nothing special happened on me which my life still goes on with full of inspirations...lol...That's why, there have no updated post in my bloggie...It might be a good thing for me, it just lack of a lil' rumors around me... ( At least it is not full of sorrow!!)
That's even better, isn't it? hehe

I've posted an article on the previous post which was talking about LOVE between my friends...Regarding to their LOVE story, I notice that I'm just so lucky although I know I am lonely sometimes...Not frequently as well~! At least, I live happily in the single status, have fun on every bits of my current life...I mean it as I've the remain time to do whatever I like which not anybody can enjoy it tho~!

But I always would be the listener to one of my friends after they decided to only be FRIEND...And this was the 1st time I saw a guy crying in front of me, I was shocked but at least, I can accompany him...Whereby, things would be over, tears would dry as your love will getting less and lesser on her...I guess, this could be a good decision for both of them...
However, I've got a "not-so-good" feeling, seems like their story will not simply end just like this!! Sometimes, our thoughts just too subjective I guess....

During the weeks, I'm absolutely too freedom since I'm fully enjoying my single life now...And I'm unconditionally relax myself with no pressures and no worries! chillax here~! ^^V


Everything will be ok if you've found your own way to cheer~!

Lock M.A.N & DISASTER Night

Here we go, Lock Man & Disaster are in da house!!!!!

We decided to have a so-called party at Gurney Hotel Fusion Restaurant...
It wasn't a special event but it simply means a lot of things...
The party is created especially for Soo (bboy fire) who has teach us dancing and bring us a lot of fun~! We've won some competitions, all because of we have a good choreographer (Soo)!!
We've shown our appreciation by doing this party for him~ Using the prize that we won to make this simple but awesome party~

After having a great buffet, we went to Gurney to watch TRANSFORMER!!!
yeah~ that's even better right?!! hehe...Besides, we were also doing a farewell for Cisi and Jamie...Both of them are going to continue their education out of Penang...
We'll miss u girls always!!! DISASTER rocks~!!

Never miss out the pictures we've taken~!! ^^

Lock M.A.N

DISASTER


All of Us

Cisi And Maggie

Maggie and Ashley

DISASTER again~ ^^
Cisi, Maggie & Ashley

Maggie & Chee Hooi (Lock Man Manager) XD


Vera, Soo and Maggie


Jamie and Maggie

Maggie & Terrence

After watching TRANSFORMER!!!

Will never forget the moment we've been together~

Party or Movie? Party...~ the priority~ IIISSSH

Ramdom pichas to show before step in my party life~

Jingle and Maggie

Jingle, MingZhe & me

Jacyline & Maggie

Kenneth, you're so lucky to have us!!

XD

He is my sista~~

My ex-lao kong (classmates)~ hahahahha..

Waynieee~~~ kiss

Sista, you're hot! XD



Every wednesday and saturday, there would be the same question for me....

"Party or Movie?"

iiisssh~~ These following few weeks ago, I went Mois for every wednesday and saturday with my "precious clubbing friends"!!! iiisssh~~~

And I lost my I/C and rm100 when I club!!! SHHIIIIIIIT~~
Kenneth, you din take care of my IC and end up, I had to drive the two drunkards back to rest last Saturday!! Frankly, last Saturday I was so so so not in a good mood, and I was trying to drunk myself

but..

As you know, people in SAD status always can't get drunk easily! That's why...I thought I would be drunk at the beginning, since I prepared to drunk tho, but finally, I am the most concious one!! iiiiisssh~~~ I thought I would be taken care by someone after party, mana tau end up to take care the drunkards!!~ haizzz..

Damn...Yesterday I went Mois again because of Wei Lit's birthday...I wonder when is the day that I stop Clubbing??!!! Arh~~ Club once, buy new dress once!! I will never wear the repeated dress to club...Never!!! It cause me broke..But, I still keep on buying because of party ONLY!

And one more thing, I'm trying to convince myself not to go club this saturday after my dance competition!!! Pls, don't seduce me anymore baby!!!

NO MORE CLUB! Anti-MOIS!!!!

control pls!!

Competition Night

We're already trained the dance for almost 3 months and today is a big day for us(D.I.S.A.S.T.E.R)... Ultimaxx Street Dance Competition was held on today~
I totally enjoyed the night but if our group number was not in number 2 , it would be even better!!! haha...

Anyway, a blast competition was over and we won the 2nd runner up...I wish to get better than that actually, but it's out of my expectation tho... T.T sob sob~ That's the fact...~

Will upload the video if I get it someday~ Stay Tune~

After the competition, for sure we took lots of pictures as our memories...

Stanley with his sexy tattoo!!

My lady Szeyi, I love you so much!! Muaks

And then, we decided to go party to continue our hot night...

2am++ reach Mois, dancing around and drink a lil... Time past so fast just like a blink... It's 3am again and we gotta back home...I'd taken some pictures with my friends before leaving Mois!! And my friend Ashley was drunk badly but she is cute!! haha...

Let's the photos to do all the talking~~

Takashi Soon ( Chee Hooi)

Deric, Hong and Charles

Stanley Again~

My clubbing companies~ XD

Jamie, Ashley ( who was drunk cutely)

MingZhe & KokKaan

Taken By MingZhe XD

On the way to Subaidah~

If possible, I hope the night would be longer!!

Celebration Party~

Finally, I met my "old" friends LingMiin, Caryne and KeXin(knew them for almost 8 years!!!) at Queensbay yesterday evening... I was the one who came late and back early..
=,= sounds bad ... Due to my dance training, I have no choice to leave them early... sob~~ Gotta meet yall next time all day long! haha...No Doubt~ XD

Here the only picture we took and i grab it from caryne's blog~

Miss ya~~!!

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The night,

Was so stunning!!
after dance training, I have a party again! But, not clubbing babies...

Surprisingly, it's a BIRTHDAY PARTY for my bestie princess May!!!

wauuuu~~

I dress up myself with the new skirt I've bought yesterday, and went to UPR Sega Fredo where Jamie and Hong's working place...

A bunch of youngsters get upstairs and started to prepare the SURPRISE which she didn't even know what's going on!!!!!

hiak hiak...

We suddenly popped up in front of her and sang the sweetest song!!

"Dear Princess May,

Don't bother about how your outfit to UPR sega fredo, because you were the only main character there! Special casual look is always for this special birthday girl! And, your baby gave you your favourite chocolate cake which picked by himself! Appreciate the moment we gave you my lady!! No more tears, bring your guts out, and be strong always! Mwahhhxx!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!"

We love you always!!

XoxO You know you love me too!!!

hehe....

~Pichas here you go!!~

All of us~

With my princess birthday girl~




Spotted my lighting finger, with two ganster look~~ yiish~XD

The bartender or the housemate or the dancer,
Hong

The Vampire Vera

Pretty Yunn, Dyi's baby~ XD

The ladies from DISASTER

Chee Hooi, the popper~

The Bboy Steal, Deric

The cute kid, Wei Lit~ haha

The Mr. ICE

Our signature pose! haha

The good man always~ But the wearing is so BADBOYLOOK!!!

The best dancers in Penang! XD LOL

The sexy Hong~

I'm totally enjoy the day!!