My valentine

Can you let me know what should I do??

~I try to simply waste my money on a whatever dress but it couldn't help!

~~I try to spend money on having a great meal but it's still taste bad!

~~~I try to play around with my friends but it doesn't work!

~~~~I try to drunk myself but it's failed!

(Thanks a lot for willing to spend urs time to accompany me on doing "silly drinking" with me..)

"I fulfill my whole day on doing what I love to do...

Nevertheless, it took nothing!"



Yes! I know I was wrong before!

Sorry about that~

I feel enough guilty on my wrongdoings..

God~Pls just let me go...



"Is it so hard to give me a call?

I guess I know what you're doing over there.."



I know you guys will say I'm just so stupid on staying this status..

I don't want to deal with him because I don't want any conflicts appear after that..

It's kinda suck reason right!

"But this is the only way for me to defense from getting hurt!!"



maybe..it took silly action for me to do something unnecessary

but

i choose to believe him eventhough i know it is unreliable...

Ya...I know I don't need to do so...but it's just my Revenge??



I'm not doing myself in front of him,you say??!

Since I'm trying to keep our relationship although I care actually on what he decide but i still keep quiet..Because I know, our relationship will gone like that if I keep on questioning him..

If he doesn't want to bear these problems, then I'm the only one to be so...
If he cheated me, what could I do ???if I don't even know the facts!

Therefore, I'm paying fully effort to hold him..

***Only "trust" can keep us closer...***



Because of my stubbornness...
So I'm excruciating now!!!!!!
So what?! This is what I deserve because I'm the one who did wrong 1st!!


Happy Valentine's Day MAGGIEWONG
~Keep on smiling to keep yourself bright although you've been hurt~

Now only I realised

I thoughts I'll be fine without you..but again, my thoughts are wrong~ A song has made me thinking on our situation.. I'm just waiting the chance to be a good gf but there seem doesn't have the opportunity.. I don't know where were you and also don't even know what you're doing right now..I just completely been burried...WTF!



I hate that strong and also that fragile of me! Feeling really down right now but where's my tears?! I hope I can burst my tears so that I can breath well even if just one drop of tear! Nevertheless, I'm just too strong I guess...or...numb for that?



Deeply considering....



I shoulda give much confidence on our relationship, should always keep a trust on you...You're the one who let me know I need to grow! Because you're just so special for me...

Likewise, I have to keep you as my side and also protect myself from letting you go.



Since I'm a realist,

I'm just too realist until I slightly forget what is the true love...

(Maybe...)

No wonder I had forgone something important..
Though I've chosen the way, I must finish the whole journey!
"Never give up in the half way" thinking is always my priority~



Since I'm a realist,

like an apple hanging on a tree, I pick the ripest one to got the seed. But for sure, it must has more demand. Hence, I must appreciate it very well.

"I wouldn't let myself to think negatively on our relationship so that I would not jump to a conclusion. Whereas, I believe your heart is always occupied by me!"





I'll accept to pay for my wrongdoing to clear all my revenges.
~Apparently, I just need a better life~





** WILL KEEP THE LOVE FOR YOU**

My 2009 CNY

As usual, my dad likes to go for travel during the CNY. This year we would be go to China Harbin which the place is fucking cold at the temperature of negative 18c. YA! No doubt~ So I had to wear as warm as possible and this cause that I look quit fat in the pictures~! Anyway, the trip was just absolutely

AWESOME!
Let's the photos talk all about the trip~!

The igloo bar!

Having steambot inside an igloo!! damn nice!!

The real bridge is behind me! It's a very nice view huh!

Wow!! give me some warm~!

My mummy and dad~

The " bin zue da shi jie" all were done by ice-cube~

Winter activities~

Skiing~

She is my tour leader~ so young ^^

With my mummy and daddy again~

I love the view~

The korea "chao xian" border

There have still a lot of pictures..

hehe...

To see more, go to my friendster or wretch album~!

^^

A really nice trip I've been experienced~

Thanks for my parents who given me such an opportunity as my birthday and CNY present!

HAHA