Now only I realised

I thoughts I'll be fine without you..but again, my thoughts are wrong~ A song has made me thinking on our situation.. I'm just waiting the chance to be a good gf but there seem doesn't have the opportunity.. I don't know where were you and also don't even know what you're doing right now..I just completely been burried...WTF!



I hate that strong and also that fragile of me! Feeling really down right now but where's my tears?! I hope I can burst my tears so that I can breath well even if just one drop of tear! Nevertheless, I'm just too strong I guess...or...numb for that?



Deeply considering....



I shoulda give much confidence on our relationship, should always keep a trust on you...You're the one who let me know I need to grow! Because you're just so special for me...

Likewise, I have to keep you as my side and also protect myself from letting you go.



Since I'm a realist,

I'm just too realist until I slightly forget what is the true love...

(Maybe...)

No wonder I had forgone something important..
Though I've chosen the way, I must finish the whole journey!
"Never give up in the half way" thinking is always my priority~



Since I'm a realist,

like an apple hanging on a tree, I pick the ripest one to got the seed. But for sure, it must has more demand. Hence, I must appreciate it very well.

"I wouldn't let myself to think negatively on our relationship so that I would not jump to a conclusion. Whereas, I believe your heart is always occupied by me!"





I'll accept to pay for my wrongdoing to clear all my revenges.
~Apparently, I just need a better life~





** WILL KEEP THE LOVE FOR YOU**