My valentine

Can you let me know what should I do??

~I try to simply waste my money on a whatever dress but it couldn't help!

~~I try to spend money on having a great meal but it's still taste bad!

~~~I try to play around with my friends but it doesn't work!

~~~~I try to drunk myself but it's failed!

(Thanks a lot for willing to spend urs time to accompany me on doing "silly drinking" with me..)

"I fulfill my whole day on doing what I love to do...

Nevertheless, it took nothing!"



Yes! I know I was wrong before!

Sorry about that~

I feel enough guilty on my wrongdoings..

God~Pls just let me go...



"Is it so hard to give me a call?

I guess I know what you're doing over there.."



I know you guys will say I'm just so stupid on staying this status..

I don't want to deal with him because I don't want any conflicts appear after that..

It's kinda suck reason right!

"But this is the only way for me to defense from getting hurt!!"



maybe..it took silly action for me to do something unnecessary

but

i choose to believe him eventhough i know it is unreliable...

Ya...I know I don't need to do so...but it's just my Revenge??



I'm not doing myself in front of him,you say??!

Since I'm trying to keep our relationship although I care actually on what he decide but i still keep quiet..Because I know, our relationship will gone like that if I keep on questioning him..

If he doesn't want to bear these problems, then I'm the only one to be so...
If he cheated me, what could I do ???if I don't even know the facts!

Therefore, I'm paying fully effort to hold him..

***Only "trust" can keep us closer...***



Because of my stubbornness...
So I'm excruciating now!!!!!!
So what?! This is what I deserve because I'm the one who did wrong 1st!!


Happy Valentine's Day MAGGIEWONG
~Keep on smiling to keep yourself bright although you've been hurt~