True Friend

I don't know what to say anymore for us... Sometimes, explanation has already blacken... I don't mean that but you think it is... Psychological...It's so funny... Thing has changed unexpectedly and suddenly...And I finally know, when a girl doesn't know anything about the fact, it's actually better... I used to posted whether a girl doesn't know the ugly truth, is that call lucky or stupid...
And still, I can't find the answer because everyone got their different point of view...

I might be too tough on handling my own philosophy but sometimes this is just what I heard and I just telling the truth that you should know, as you kept on asking me to say it now with the rejection on my face to face telling request... I told and yet, saying that I'm putting on fire which the thing is already exist before I know...

I burst my tears and think even more clearly the whole night... Time can heal everything but time cannot forgone what had been happened yesterday for our friendship...It was hurt...Truly hurt...I started to confused, I'd taken wrong definition on friendship... It's been too heavy for me to defined and now I know, it actually doesn't need that over concern...Even you concern about your friend, better act you don't know anything...Because, concern will unconditionally turn into an issue...

I came towards for you not the one you love...I felt so unworthy for you who ever do anything for your love one and finally get this kind of threaten...I never forget what you had told me in my room, your words that you speak it out to me, I've never taken it for granted... Never let the love one to influence us...And so, I only dare to talk to you as I firstly decided not to tell to avoid the case like before...But finally, it was wrong...

Girls ask me about you...Because people also treat you as their friend...They don't believe on something, and tell me... Maybe our concern is no longer be needed by you....Or you just don't love to hear it...I wonder if I didn't know all of this like other girls, I think it could be better...

"Your sincere concern sometimes becomes a fault and yet, you will be the stupid, who firstly from a good one turn into the bad one...And I decide, not to be the stupid one anymore..."

Maybe it's time for us to think on each other and even our own self if we're still being that understanding...My sincerity in this friendship is no longer been appreciated by you anymore since your trust on me has been declined..

Explanation has become a futile

Perhaps, friendship can be perpetuated