Yes...My blog is the only thing that can express my feeling by using words, shout out everything over here to calm me down when there have no one understand me... That's the only thing I can do, that's why my blog only consists of sadness...No matter how, I just wanna find a way, to make me feel better..even it's just a little, I'll do it...
I don't know why I feel so bad on this even I know he takes dance as important thing...Since I'm a dancer, I can totally understand this....But, I know there have other reason behind that...It could be a pressure, it could be an unwillingness...I don't know which one more than either one of it... Whatever it is, I just want to appreciate everything around me especially you before everything has changed...
For me, I know there have something need to be sacrificed no matter how much you wanted to do something.... Unless, there have something you think it is not worth for you to do.... I just simply not to force you, but, if you really wanted to reject me at the first, please don't give me any expectation, or simply say "consideration"...I don't like disappointment, I don't like rejection when I thought there will have a hope...
I never give pressure to you even I'm hoping so so much that you can be there.....
Because I know, just a word, can change everything, but I know, you hold your promise all the time....That's why I didn't tell you how much my hope is...How much I can see you to be there...
You know, the truth that you keep, I always know...
That's the reason why I feel pain...
"when you feel annoyed, that's the weakest part that you showed"
I'm thinking, should I forget it? To act there have nothing happened
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