Worry through an unknown

Had been plagued by something which is so indescribable since last night...
I never ever know how to express my true feeling as well as this time...
I can't figure out what I am worrying for...Perhaps, there's someone help me shed some light...

I honestly trust the one who I suppose to trust although it is not entirely since every circumstance might have excluded... At least I know I'm trusting the right person...
But,
what makes me frowned?
I ponder it deeply and then surrounded by one question..
Do I trust myself?
The confidence that a person suppose to have has inclined when it comes to an uncertainty..
when you can't know what everything is happening around...
when you feel like being buried deep down separately..
when you can't even find out what answer do you actually want...

Then you finally realize, it isn't a matter of anybody, it's a matter of your ownself..
My confidence to myself has faded because I couldn't find any reason to stop it as I consciously know anything can be happened just like a blink without any intention where there has no one fault...

"Goes with the flow just seem to be too lost for me..."

I hate walking with no direction...

Traffic Light Party @ OHSO club!

We dressed up colourfully for this party which is a chance to show your current status!

Here we are in the Traffic Light Party at OHSO club!!

DRESS CODE:

* Taken - RED
* Undecided - ORANGE
* Available - GREEN

* On a Break - PINK
* Want to Make Friends - YELLOW
* Looking for fun - BLUE  

Sprung up the Spring!

Hello peeps!! I'm back in this Spring!!! LOLx~ I was so darn busy for my professional project (sort of dissertation) for 10k words and I'm now relief to fly wherever I want to! yesh~!!

Therefore, we planned to go for a break before rushing for the other two more assignments which due on May...
The place we would go was called Seaburn which is the suburb of Sunderland where the place has beautiful seaside promenades, an amusement park, a lot of fish and chips shop, small guest houses and so on...It is a nice place to go I should say....Especially having fun in such spring weather instead of freaking hot day!
As you can see our photos look really nice under such sunny days!!!

Seaside's View~

Taken randomly..

Party Night with purpose?

It's time to post photos before I start my article with bunch of words..

Plainly, people go to club is just to rock their night..

However, there's a lot of people who go club with purpose..
Undoubtedly, you know what I'm talking..

Some people might have a thought that white skin will be the best for them to be their partner..
Will that just simply for fun to have an experience or to have a blast new to show off to your own people?
Indeed, showing off to others about the interracial relationship or a night-sleep ( you know what I mean) is obviously advertising owns lewd...

This is my story~

If I would be like this someday..
www.this-is-my-story.com/v/0AC7ITJZWSSW

Thank you to all people who has supported me!!
I wouldn't forget anyone who give me a hand..
haha~

When my day of success has reached,
there's always a lot more of missions for me to complete..
and my contribution must go on..

Life goes with challenges, that can only be considered as an amazing life...
Amazing life, how are you going to predominate it?


:D

It's FUN!

Love with long distance

"Holding on my love...Making me feel comfortable..
Finally, my thoughts weren't entirely intact..."

How does "love" works when your beloved one is staying far far away from you?

Somehow, people jump into the conclusion saying that the low possibilities of maintaining a long-distance relationship..Probably, ends up with a broken heart..
I wonder if the break up really related to the "long-distance"...
I'm not so sure tho, maybe there still contain some little tiny problems between them which accumulated day by day that caused the break up...Don't blame on long-distance~

Yellow up!!! Dinner's Outing~

Hong Konger Rita's big day~

They planned to go Gusto to enjoy the Italian taste for her birthday celebration~ wootz..
Nice weather for that day..
And of course, nice environment as well as the food indeed...

I only have a few pictures of the food to show which I grab it from my friend ^o^...

Dance on da Newcastle's Floor!

Flash back every single moments before I step into United Kingdom's Land...
I used to hang out around with my babes...
Babe Ashley, Babe Vera, Babe Jamie...
We gossip together, we had dinner together, we drink and chill, party together and etc ...
The most important one is...
We danced together, and we will continue dancing sooner~

Farewell Party before I leave Penang..

After I came into the Brit's land, there have a lot of people ask me about the club over here...
Everyone thought UK must have dope clubs, fun place to chill with...
What I can tell is...Malaysia still has its own flavor~ LOLx..

Well, in UK...There's a lot of club, therefore, they will need to keep updating something fun in their club...such as organized some events, theme party and whatever that can attract clubbers!!

I wasn't had too much partying here due to the weather which always make me to surrender to go for a party...LOLx...
As the Brit girls here are so crazy, they wear normal sexy party dress without stocking, without coats go to the club by walking even if it is snowing!!
I remembered I saw some girls was shouting out loud, wearing their sexy dress with high heels, walking on the snow's pathway while it is snowing...Imagine the snows stick on your hair, and few minutes later your pretty hair is dump!! I couldn't accept this as girls normally take such a long time to make up themselves and just being spoil like that by those fucking snows...

So, Malaysians...You should feel chuffed to bits by having such nicer weather in 365 days which can allow you to go club with no worries whenever you want and wear whatever you like!!! ^o^

Anyway, Newcastle has various different kind of party...But, for sure I only choose to go which I prefer to go...Especially those theme party or events~
Let's start party!

Foam Party -->
So far, the best party ever that I've experience!! The party was organized by our university's club...

Before the party has started...
After that, the foams splashing all over on us!!