I wouldn't turn my life back to the past...Because it is just over! I know...We'd become matured compared to the pass young "us" but it doesn't mean the problems would not exist.. I mean it...
That's my philosophy~~
I might be too obstinate in some ways since I'm selfish on paying my heart on love. I've too many dreams to accomplish, to concentrate, to sacrifice, to consider but I'm not willing to do anything for love! "Love...is not my priority..It hasn't been arrange in my life yet as I'm a realist until I don't know how LOVE is." It could also be said that I'm still not in preparation for love...It might sound like an excuse but I really can't sacrifice anything for love~Therefore, I poured out to him and emphasize not to keep any love for me..
It's been two year ago...After two years, we meet again, but it doesn't mean anything~ Yea...Both of us have change a lot..He changes good but I change bad...
He said, we can write the new story between us, everything is in our hand..it's glad for me to back to his side because I found the real me in front of him...But, I just couldn't appreciate his love!!
Short-term love is always running in my life...I'm not a faithful girlfriend! ooopsss...
I don't want to mess this up again lar!!!
As I've mentioned before, people always exchange their characteristic with the one they treat as. So, I've become the lastest "him", bringing up his characteristic to treat this "him" which I've been likely to be treated by the lastest "him"...hmmm....sounds so biatch! But, I am!
This korean boy gonna be my victim and he will struggle on it~!!
Or maybe, I'm the loser at the end~ who knows?!
Since both of us started this game as well...
"Who loves the most, that's the loser!"
Don't love me anyway, otherwise, you gonna suffer for being hurt!!!
I might be too obstinate in some ways since I'm selfish on paying my heart on love. I've too many dreams to accomplish, to concentrate, to sacrifice, to consider but I'm not willing to do anything for love! "Love...is not my priority..It hasn't been arrange in my life yet as I'm a realist until I don't know how LOVE is." It could also be said that I'm still not in preparation for love...It might sound like an excuse but I really can't sacrifice anything for love~Therefore, I poured out to him and emphasize not to keep any love for me..
It's been two year ago...After two years, we meet again, but it doesn't mean anything~ Yea...Both of us have change a lot..He changes good but I change bad...
He said, we can write the new story between us, everything is in our hand..it's glad for me to back to his side because I found the real me in front of him...But, I just couldn't appreciate his love!!
Short-term love is always running in my life...I'm not a faithful girlfriend! ooopsss...
I don't want to mess this up again lar!!!
As I've mentioned before, people always exchange their characteristic with the one they treat as. So, I've become the lastest "him", bringing up his characteristic to treat this "him" which I've been likely to be treated by the lastest "him"...hmmm....sounds so biatch! But, I am!
This korean boy gonna be my victim and he will struggle on it~!!
Or maybe, I'm the loser at the end~ who knows?!
Since both of us started this game as well...
"Who loves the most, that's the loser!"
Don't love me anyway, otherwise, you gonna suffer for being hurt!!!
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