The Maggie

"她是一个很有想法的人！对感情，她拿得起放得下，不吃回头草是她的原则。我在想到底是现实让她变得成熟？ 还是，过去的爱情让她变得更现实？ 只有她懂。嗯，大多数她知道我的感情都是通过朋友A告诉她。我很少跟她诉苦是因为我们彼此的爱情相差很远很远。 她的爱情是好伟大，而我是好自私。甚至我好尴尬告诉她我的问题，对她来说是小事又幼稚吧!" from doubleJia

This is what I copied from one of my best friend who describe me on her article.

Firstly,对感情，她拿得起放得下，不吃回头草是她的原则。
Yes...She is right..I'll never accept my ex-lover the second time after broken up. We broke up because we're not suitable to be together, it means both of us must have some problems that stop our relationship which means we'll still face the same problem in the future. It doesn't make sense if we still get back together because the problem still exist. Apparently, my ex-boyfriends are all still very sayang me regardless what we've happened last time. Tears, arguments, sadness are all around but we're still friend after the relationship. I'm lucky to meet them who have a good role of being a good boyfriend but we're just not fated. I'm lucky to have them to take care of me, love me, treat me as good as they used to be although we're not the same status as we did before anymore--the couple. I remember their goods and their efforts on me.. But, what I would say is...really sorry that I couldn't give them my heart anymore. Sorry that I gave up our relationship.

Secondly,
我在想到底是现实让她变得成熟？ 还是，过去的爱情让她变得更现实？ 只有她懂。
She makes me think of this question. I guess, I really don't know why I'm a realist. Maybe, I'm always the realist but it is getting serious day to day. Or either, the previous love relationship had really given me a REALIST. Or both work together? To be honest, I don't think realistic is a negative personality. On the other hand, I feel it is positive to create a better me! As I said, I'm realist based on my personality and attitute.

Lastly, 她的爱情是好伟大，而我是好自私.
In fact, I'm selfish to achieve my goals. But I don't like to make any conflicts between us because I hate arguments and hopeless. And, the another reason is once we hurt our relationship, my aim of "future with him" will disappears. That's why I said, I'm selfish to get my targets.


Thanks for her that given me such an opportunity to well-understand on myself. I just hope everyone has their own right thinking.
p.s: Girl,do what you think is worth and follow-up it after you've it. I respect the final decision always. You know I will.


Yesterday, I hang out with my ex-boyfriend which our relationship had gone two years ago. This Korean boy has change a lot during this two years. When I saw him, the naive me flashback started. He and I didn't have a long love relationship last time but nowadays, he is still taking good care of me. I've been touched of course, but he is just a person who I loved before. Forgive my cold-blooded and my selfishness.