Always be prepared!!

A boring public holiday again as I was being alone the whole day. He was busy on preparing his presentation slides and busy on caring about his younger sister’s relationship at 10pm something. I thought I could see him tonight but still my prediction was wrong again. We used to see each other every night but now, too many “things” happen suddenly. My believable to him is getting lesser and lesser; however, I am still being patient on observing and considering because I really don’t know what else I can do besides that.

I had asked a fortune-teller yesterday about my relationship, he asked me to keep it on and be patient no matter what happen. I am so afraid that I will get nothing in the end because I don’t even know what actually my feeling is. It’s just confusing and frightening as an illustration of gambling. Nevertheless, I decide to listen to the fortune-teller-- be patient.

Even so, I am blue right now apparently, express my feeling right here, thinking whether it is true and waiting for his reply.
I’m suspecting if I’ve been cheated but what else I can do?!!!
Sitting here, do nothing!!!!!!!!!!

Imagine the bad thing happen in our relationship—that’s an affair.

I would just,


Prepare for the worst.