Stress of L.O.V.E

Sometimes, I just seem like a single although I’ve him. I can understand how busy he is so I really don’t want to be his burden. Hopefully, I can be the one who can reduce his stress. But, when I spend the time for him, he just couldn’t appreciate it. It might be true that he has already fully utilized his time so I should not think more than that! I should not suffer myself on this as I myself need more time for studying. However, you should know how much I can do for you, what if I am here, but you just blind. Sometimes, I just need a minute to stay beside you and wish I could find some words to tell unless you really don’t mean it.
I guess I know what would happen for the next. No doubt to think about the affairs. I wonder if I am thinking too much but what else can help me not to think about it? I have a lot of minds on him but I really dare not to let him know because I scared thing worse off after telling him. So, I have to keep it as my thoughts.

I had try my very best to accept what is happening now and I’m actually have full schedule for this month. I know my personal pressures shouldn’t much than yours but maybe you’ve your own way to release. Unfortunately, I don’t have unless you’re here. I just hope I’m the one who can accompany you to reduce your stress. No matter how,
I know I need to stand for what I’ve done before and prepared for the worst. I guess life just has a way of making you pay for your wrongdoings.
And now, I’m paying for it.

But sometimes God have given me a hand. It’s raining now. And my random soundtrack is playing “ Weslife—home” . You have to go home now!!!!!!!

I thought no one can understand me but I just realize, when you pay your sincerity to someone, there would have a way to raise you up. Paying for the wrongdoings is just a procedure. Learn from that, girl, I know I will get what I want finally.