Doubtful should be throw away!

Step into the 4th day of 2009.
Flashback the days I’ve been together with him, that’s already one month ago. A lot of things appear in my mind like what affairs, suspecting, confusing, comparing, frightening and so on. What about love? I’m unqualified on talking about love as I myself don’t even know how to love. What is my qualification on expecting he love me? Also, suspecting him?
Sometimes, I do really 100% trust on him when he shows his action towards me. I feel that sweet and comfortable are all around, when I stay beside him, and why not I just remember for his good but not live with that doubtfulness.

He did text me when he reaches home. He did phone me when he wakes up. He did date me for a dinner or sometimes have a bite. He did bring me along when he has a fishing plan. He did ask me out even though his friend is around and etc. Is there anything that I can still feel any dissatisfaction? I meant to him, does he? I guess he does, I can feel it although I don’t have the confidence.
Anyway,
*No more nonsense in my mind because I don't care about the future~